The last time I checked in with you about my weight loss journey (9 months ago), I had lost 20 pounds overall. I wrote about how it took me 2 years to lose that much weight in a daily uphill battle. I pointed to my friends as a source of strength and motivation on that journey. My friends still support me each day.
The biggest change I’ve made to my life is to eat less. I still eat pizza and drink beer, but I do it less. I pound back the caramel banana bread pudding, but I make up for it by eating greens the next day.
How do I accomplish this “eating less” business? By judging myself less. This is not easy. I constantly have to tune out the little voice in my head that says, “You’ve ruined your whole healthy eating plan,” whenever I slip up and have too many brownies. That voice is not helpful. That voice gives me permission to continue the downward spiral of eating all the things. That voice is a judgmental bitch. So I ignore her and tell myself things like, “Wasn’t that brownie awesome? SO GOOD! If you want another one, take a nibble on that salad for dinner. I know you want another one.”
I have lost 2 pounds since my last post on the subject, and I’m happy with that. Don’t get me wrong, there are plenty of days where I say, “Mads, you can do better! I can’t believe you’ve only lost 2 pounds in 9 months! What have you been doing that whole time?” That judgmental bitch again. But there’s an even bigger part of me, one that knows I’m worthy, that says I’m still moving, inching, crawling, clawing, in the right direction. I know I can keep going and I know that progress is progress.
How do you keep motivated to stay healthy? Do you use self-talk to stay on track?
I’m proud of you babe.
Your attitude is really inspiring, Mads. And hey, don’t knock the two pounds! That’s two pounds less than a year ago. As long as you feel good about yourself, the numbers on the scale are irrelevant.
I mean, there are only 10-15 lbs more to go, so if that takes 2 years, then I’m ok with that. 🙂
I love you to pieces, Mads. You are fabulous. Tell that judgmental bitch to take a hike.
Thanks for the encouragement, J!
I agree with NanaBread. Tell that bitch to get the eff out. It’s hard to do; I have one who lives here with me, too, and she’s been really loud lately. But you are doing awesome, and two pounds is more than many. If you like how you look, and you love how you feel, then you’re doing the right thing. 🙂
Loud and obnoxious. I’m glad I’m not the only one.
Oh yeah! This was the beach picture where you were running so fast, it was hard to see you moving.
Lol Nothing like a slo-mo beach run to amp up those endorphines.